mungkin km bukan yg pertama….tapi yg terakhir…

Lupa namanya :D

Lupa namanya πŸ˜€

maybe ur not the first..but you are the last one…
sebuah kata kata yg menentramkan…betulkah?
kamu memang bukan yg pertama tapi kamu yg terakhir…..

tapi bagiku terdengar menyayat menyakitkan…aku yg terakhir ya..

pelabuhan terakhirmu..dari seluruh petualangan yg melelahkan..
panti jompo nan elok..tempat singgah terakhirmu saat tak ada lagi yg mempedulikanmu..
panti asuhan yg hangat..tempat tingal terakhirmu saat tak ada lagi yg mengakuimu…
you say “you are the best i ever had” .. saat kau merasa akulah yg terbaik dari yg terbaik…

kamu memang bukan pacar pertamaku…tp km yg terakhir…
benarkah?

bagaimana jika suatu saat…
teman berlayarmu mengajakmu kembali berpetualang ke pelabuhan2 sebelumnya…
tiba2 muncul kembali seseorang yang amat sangat mempedulikanmu..akankah kautinggalka tempat yg elok ini…
ada seseorang yg kembali mengakuimu..akankah kau tinggalkan tempat yg hangat ini..

bagaimana jika suatu saat…
aku tak berada disisimu…
pacar pertamamu…kembali muncul dihadapmu..
orang yg kau sayangi pertama kali….kembali mengisi hidupmu..
saat orang yg kau cintai pertama kali…berdiri dengan hangat didepanmu..

ingatkah kamu dengan kehangatan saat kau genggam jemarinya…
ingatkah dirimu dengan kehangatan bibirnya…
ingatkah tubuhmu dengan kehangatan tubuhnya saat berada di pelukannya…

ku ingin selalu jadi yg pertama..salahkah aku?
ku ingin tak ada orang lain jadi yg pertama..dosakah aku?
ku ingin hanya ada aku satu untukmu..egoiskah aku?

hai sayangku cintaku…
tak perlu kau menangis….
tak perlu kau takut kehilangan kepercayaanku padamu..
tak perlu kau cemaskan keraguan dihatiku…
hai belahan jiwaku…
taukah kamu..sampai detik ini..aku masih disampingmu..
taukah kamu..sampai kapanpun aku akan selalu disampingmu…
kaulah yang pertama bagiku..
kaulah yg terakhir bagiku…

bodohkah aku?

didedikasikan untuk semua pria yg tidak bisa menjadi yg pertama dihatinya…
didedikasikan kepada semua wanita yang memandang sebelah mata arti kesetiaan seorang pria…

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